This is Day 5? I am not sure.. today I went to whole foods and got some peta bread and almond butter.. I really needed some bread or something so I got some. I had a little bit of a challenge trying to get the peanut butter grinder to work.. it was clogged or something so i started messing with twisties and turnies and idk what I was touching honestly. But Since the peanut butter wasn't working I just used the almond butter one. It is good.. I may stick with the natural stuff.. it is kinda thicker also which is nice.

I definitely focus on God more throughout the day as I am fasting. I love being able to give something to him. This week was pretty easy with classes starting up again. We just went over syllabi.. ? Kind of overwhelming at the same time to see everything that you have to do this semester. I hate having to start over.. I feel like looking back on last semester I was finished. Its different from high school cause you continue to build in those classes when you come back from christmas break and you save the hardest or biggest projects until the end, but in college its like you feel like you are done cause you beat out and conquered last semester.. and then it just starts over again with only a months break instead of like three months for summer. Kind of like you start a new school year instead of just continuing the semester.

I am sure all of that was pointless information that was all jumbled and confusing but if you gave me the chance to explain in person it would have gone a lot better. Haha

Hmm what else.. I am going on a younglife retreat thing tomorrow. I am going to be meeting all the other leaders and hopefully get some more insight into what I am going to be doing. I need some training or something because there are specific things or.. hmm tactics they use to relate to kids? I don't want to scare anyone off or force Jesus upon them if they aren't ready.

So yeah, I am super excited to get involved in this ministry. Its like all about bringing people to Jesus and I haven't ever done that before so yeah!! woo! Advancing God's kingdom.
Another good thing about me doing younglife is going to challenge me to rely on God's strength more often than I do on my own. I feel like the kids will constantly be on my mind and I will really need to tap into prayer more. I need to continue to become passionate for His words that way I can be prepared to share the gospel with them.

Yeah! So I will let you all know how that goes when I get back on.. Sunday? yes Sunday.
Alright.. well
goodbye
Mali