Mono

Shwell.. I quit the Daniel Fast last Thursday because I had been feeling really sick and felt like I needed more energy and chicken noodle soup.. stuff like that haha. But now that I think about it I was probably eating like.. healthier during the fast than what I am eating now. Oh well!! I couldnt take it im sorry!

Okay sooo.. I have been sick on and off since December and it was always the same symptoms. I would get a really bad sore throat on one side and then it would turn into a weird congestion.. It was like a dry congestion and I couldnt blow my nose or anything It was just stuck inside my nose! Awful I know. Anyway, so each time I had gotten that It would feel worse and worse.. (you witnesses from Christmas Break I was feeling sick .. yepp). So I had been sick or like sinus infection feeling kind of all the way up until I got back to school. My nose was still kinda stuffy and my voice just sounded sick. I also .. as I was writting this just realized something!
So I went on a retreat last weekend for younglife.. we were up in the mountains and the morning that we woke up to have breakfast a group of us were standing downstairs waiting for food. All the sudden I felt like I was going to pass out and started like sweating and stuff.. so i went upstairs and went to lie down for a little bit just to like.. pull myself together (I didnt really know anyone there and I didn't want them to think I was a freak if I just like passed out or told them I was going to pass out) haha so I ran upstairs and then went down again.. i thought it was really weird. I was like, hmm this is probably from fasting.. maybe I am not getting enough food or I am dehydrated or something. BUT i just realized that the reason why that happened to me is because......
I HAVE MONO!!
yes, i know.. its true. Mono. Blase is thrilled haha. I hope that my type of mono wont last me like.. months and months.. All i know is that I honestly will not be able to take another moldy throat. It hurts a lot. The doctor gave me some good meds. I actually went to the real doctor instead of the school nurse. That's a whole nother story. School nurse = a joke. haha

well not really.. "she's a nice lady!!!"

uhm.. so I quit fasting, and now I have mono. I am probs going to be quarentined for at least a week. So I may fly home for a week! Which would be awesome!!
anyway.. Idk what I am going to do about Younglife.. that is going to wear me out if I have mono and stuff.. Okay well that is all for now!
Its really not that bad by the way. I am like mentally hyper.. just not physically. I still have my mental health and the spirit of the LORRRRDDD! woo hooo!
( mental health aside from the fact that the other day I got to my dorm room and tried to unlock the door with the car key button unlocker.. I realized what I was attempting and just started laughing.)
haha Later.
goodbye
Mali